Broke & Copasetic

As I am listening to the song on my MySpace, I've come to the realization that I AM broke & copasetic. Haha. I haven't really been paid lately, and I just started my new job... So until then, I'm broke... but I'm happy even though I only have like 50 something dollars in my bank. Lmao. I'm just gonna take this little amount of time to think of the reasons why I'm "copasetic." I finally found a job that I'm content with. While finding that job, I found new acquaintances(potential friends!) whom I find very friendly and welcoming. I also just recently got my new baby, her name is Nikki, she's my Nikon D40. I don't care if it isn't a Rebel, because I gotsss skills, I'm not cocky... that's just something I'll never be humble about because I know it! :) I love Nikki, she's a warrior! Plus, everything between Joseph & me has been great lately. To add to that, I'm still ecstatic about how he's met my dad, and my dad actually liked him. I passed my proficiency exam, so I don't have to go to school anymore. I can actually focus on making money and going to college. It's my favorite time of year too! The season for giving! Christmas & New Year! Everything has actually been falling into place. Finally, after a rough 2 1/2 years of my life... It's been absolutely wonderful! I've also let go of issues I've had with several people, and it's taken a load of stress off of me. Like I said before, I'm not waiting for anybody. If you can't keep up with me, then you obviously don't belong in my life. Nor do you need to be around if you want to bring any negativity with you, because I don't need anybody trying to take me down with them; I'm happy! That's pretty much the only reason why I blogged, to let the world know that I'm happy... Even though the world can care less. lol. <3

Stand For Truth.

A burst of thought broke out of my head. I do wish I could take back some of the things I've done in the past. There's people out there that didn't deserve some things I might have done to them. Major things or minor things... Even things that have happened to some caused by me indirectly. If I could go back, I would have made better choices. Since I can't go back, I'm the person I am now. Thinking of how far I came and who I've become... I force myself not to regret anything. Because I know that in the end I learned great lessons. Until this day, I am still learning to develop my ethics more as a person. That's all I can expect of myself. Who I was back then has shaped who I am today, but it doesn't mean that I am the same person. Accepting my faults and finally forgiving myself is what I ultimately needed to do, and I have done so since then. I know better now than to do foolish acts. I've gone through so many tough times, and contrary to that... I've gone through the greatest times of my life. So in the end, I know I'm human just like anybody else. I make mistakes, but I'm also an intellectual. There's no time to dwell over those who do not approve of me, but those who embrace my presence. Basically, if there's someone out there who isn't willing to move forward with me... I don't have time for them. Nor do I have time to listen to the bullshit they're trying to heap upon me. I already have a lot to deal with than to give into childish acts.