Sunday, November 4, 2007

Stand For Truth.



A burst of thought broke out of my head. I do wish I could take back some of the things I've done in the past. There's people out there that didn't deserve some things I might have done to them. Major things or minor things... Even things that have happened to some caused by me indirectly. If I could go back, I would have made better choices. Since I can't go back, I'm the person I am now. Thinking of how far I came and who I've become... I force myself not to regret anything. Because I know that in the end I learned great lessons. Until this day, I am still learning to develop my ethics more as a person. That's all I can expect of myself. Who I was back then has shaped who I am today, but it doesn't mean that I am the same person. Accepting my faults and finally forgiving myself is what I ultimately needed to do, and I have done so since then. I know better now than to do foolish acts. I've gone through so many tough times, and contrary to that... I've gone through the greatest times of my life. So in the end, I know I'm human just like anybody else. I make mistakes, but I'm also an intellectual. There's no time to dwell over those who do not approve of me, but those who embrace my presence. Basically, if there's someone out there who isn't willing to move forward with me... I don't have time for them. Nor do I have time to listen to the bullshit they're trying to heap upon me. I already have a lot to deal with than to give into childish acts.